What I Wanted My Icon to be

So  I spent a good three or four hourse trying to make this into my my avatar/icon. As of yet I've had no luck at all because I can't make it into a gif smaller than 15kb. It's really pissing me off, so I'm going to keep on working at it. Until then though I'll try to find a decent middle ground.

Well I changed it, it still isn't how I'd like it to be, but it's a start... and an end I'm not going through that again. I hope I don't give anyone seizures.